Nobody knows what is going on within my head and what I think about everyone else around me. the reason? I don't really know...I just don't like sharing my thoughts to someone or somebody. it's just that i just want to keep my thoughts running inside my head and get over it after sometime. sometimes people ask me about my perspectives but I'll just give them a smile as my answer. i think that the only one who knows what I'm up to is the one who is up there watching my every move...GOD. But even if He is ruling my life there were the times that i question Him for giving me things that i don't like. but my mom always told me that everything has a purpose and maybe He has a purpose on the things that are happening in my life right now and I am thankful and grateful for that...
Why do somethings happen to me?
I can't seem to understand and it seems hard for me to endure this suffering that I am experiencing right now. Every night I pray to God and ask Him why does he let this thing happen to me. It's so hard and I am not used to this kinds of things. Did I do such bad things that became the reason why all these things happen to me? Or is this what God wanted to happen. Many times I blame myself for what is happening around me but this time is different. This time I blame the people who didn't thought of the consequences of their actions for my suffering and I couldn't forgive them for that. If not because of what they did, may be, just may be, no one would ever get involved in this situation I'm in. So I beg you people...think twice before you make a decision...think of the things that might happen after you do such things...think of your family...and most of all think of yourself...
You know what people?I hate you!!! I hate you for arguing about this nonsense...sana naman kung ayaw nyo talaga ng gulo di nyo na pinatulan!!! Pati ibang tao nadadamay kahit wala namang kinalaman...don't make such a fuss about this little thing!!! You're like kids because of what you are doing...please stop na natin to!!!
